Month: June 2019

Eventually, Everything we see turns black, Can’t you see, The insanity, Building up, Inside of me, Inside of you, Tearing at, Our frail skin, Making us, Something new, Something wrong, Can’t you see, The insanity, THE INSANITY!   Lasting lies, Clawing at your eyes, Making vows, Breaking them, Pissing on, Everything, What is this, What […]

Your skin, I thought I was sinking in, I thought we were connection, Instead we were changing, Pulling beneath the surface, Something I can’t see, Strings tied effortlessly to my tendons, My nerves your piano keys, It’s haunting to feel but not, As one moment passes to another, Like a ghost living inside a house […]

Paid imitations of what you thought you could be, But in the mirror your reflection is just as fucked up as me, You tried to be something new, But you couldn’t escape you, Rotting flesh on a decaying skeleton, Movement more of an illusion than something real, Feelings painted with a forked brush, Lies on […]

Sliding into something that’s not mine, Breaking time to be, Like a blister exploding, Pain entangling everything that is me, Capturing each nerve grander than the last, Engulfing, Exploding, Rearranging my sense of self, Swallowing who I thought I was inside the mouth of who the world sees me as, Like a spider laying eggs […]

Like a supernova clawing at your ying, The power of your heart comes from the words we sing, As the moments fall down around our heels, We break down the walls not on what it is but how it feels, Scuba diving in the endless forever, Making every moment last for ever and ever, A […]

Waivering sins, Undefeated guilt, Digested hate, Glorified wanting, Pay attention to me, Pay attention to this before you, See the hand of time dispel the lies, See my face before the world dies, The last thing you’ll ever see, I can’t believe what you were to me, The glorified feeling of a want turned into […]

Smile you cunt, Bet you never thought we’d be back here, Staring into each other’s eyes once more, But the games you played, The lies you told, The way made me feel, It was the perfect storm, The perfect story to be told, You asked for my attention, You begged for my affection, You twisted […]

Through these blind eyes I now see, Cover me in thorns, Bleed me dry, Sacrifice never knowing, Sacrifice the truth, Let everything unwind as my kingdom falls down around my feet, A disposed king without subjects leading to live again, Learning what truly defines who I am, Not who I was, Was that ever me? […]

I see the light, This was not right, The feelings revolved around us, As they evolved what was us, Leaving an empty shell of what we were, Leaving a hell for me to survive in, Desperately seeking relevance, A place to hide, Away from myself, From the truth of what is, From what I am, […]

A sentence formed without words, Another sequence, A sound that is not, Processed wisdom that holds no value, A lie lived, A truth hidden deep, Why see with eyes if they are closed, Why use words when their meaning is misunderstood, We crucified a child, When the adult preformed the seed, Painted across their faces […]

Payment declined, My desire withheld, A symphony of inconvenience born, Suffocating my self, Denying a want, Now it becomes a need, My drug, My emptiness, Closure of daylight, As night takes hold, An hour of handfuls, A moon with no sun, No reflection, No light, No words, No me…

Mirror my reflection, Twist it into something more, I am my own reflection, The mirror is only a window, I see, You saw, A cry for help was not acknowledged, But then you changed your mind, Suddenly you had a purpose, Suddenly I was of use, A part to play in your wicked game, How […]

Forsaken is the sun that shines on the entrails of what was, Desire leads to an ending of hateful spite, Lacklustre endings fueled by mechanical constructs, We bridge a want, We grow a need, But in truth none of those mean a thing without perfection, A word robbed from the book of job, A lie, […]

Trust the insignificance of me to guide your way, Let the lines not blur, Forget, Sleep, Suffocate yourself within the lines of paranoia, While the schism grows, Festering like a boil, Infecting everything, The pus of who your were is washed clean by the new you, The better version, The version with hollowed eyes, Ready […]

My tomorrow never had you in it, My yesterday was scarred from your inclusion, Today I bury the blade of my life in your skull, And I fell cleansed, Bitterness was not bitter, For it was just hate, Not for you, But for what you was, What your represented, Tomorrow will be a new day […]

Wrapped in the rags of a pathetic lie sits what once could’ve been the truth, But time over time has ended the chance for whatever once was the truth is now more of a lie than the lie that coveted it, Sickness from a disease that never existed, A plague that had no know beginning, […]

Save the sickness from within the emptiness of your darkness, You wished for a cleansing, But what you received was a death sentence, A failure, A fault, What wisdom, For the wings of tomorrow that promised hope only gave an ending, Sacrifice what was wanted, Revive the hand that was given, Take back the gift, […]

Seven signs of the inevitable, The first was her, She began the downfall of man, Her name was Samantha, Her eyes were lakes of fire, Her soul as dark as the dead sun, And her heart empty, It was as if she was born into the world an adult, The world quickly became her throne, Men […]

I’m sitting on the edge of forever, Staring into what was before, Trying to forget what is, Knowing what I can never say, All the sorries seems so irrelevant, All the times we never talked, All the moments wasted, I wish I could say it to you one more time, I wish we could have […]

I paint myself in a different shade, I draw myself with a face others are too blind to see, I lie to myself because I don’t know how to be me, I suffocate myself because that is what I do, I hate therefore I am hated, I sin therefore I am surrounded by sinners, Request […]