Month: July 2019

Halfway through my everything, Was all I ever had, Nothing I had was nearly complete, Soulless sins now haunt me, Evaded criticisms list in the unruly sarcastic nature of life, Repent to your higher power, Captivate your own satisfaction, Whilst castrating your own tomorrow with the lies of yesterday, A sea, Washing away, A river, […]

Worship the gospel of those that purpose fact, But realise that within their words are lies hidden without remorse, For they encourage your questions, They foster your deceit, So in your hour of desperation they can strengthen your resolve to their beliefs as they treat you like sheep, Follow the leader was once a game […]

Suddenly the light is hypnotising, Sending me packing right back, To the moment that you sent be jacking, Turning my veins to mud, With this drug you called loved, But I call it poison, As I ended my life as a person, Developing zombie like qualities, Empty gazes, Slurring phrases, Dragging leg, Hanging head, Mesmerised, […]

You say you need, You say you never, You use me, You abuse me, I want something more, Give me something real, Make me feel, And I’ll give you what you need, I’ll turn it into a want, I’ll turn you into a freak, You’ll suffocate without me, So use me, Abuse me, Drain me, […]

The bride of my sinister side returned tonight to pledge an ending to what was and is, Her lies opened eyes wide with inconceivable distress, As my world cracked beneath the pressure of inconsistencies unexplained, Satisfaction never guaranteed when the weather is so unpredictable, Watch as the whiskey spills from my glass and turns into […]

Hello, I just thought I’d call to see if you’re okay, I know it’s been a little while, I know I’ve been away, The tides of time, The sea of sand, The days may pass us by, But there isn’t a day, There isn’t a moment, That you don’t pass my mind, A forever was […]

You weep without tears, You scream without sound, You dance without motion, But you spin round and round, A reflection distorted in the light, A mirror that shows you the truth, A veil was lifted, A mask was removed, A lie was untold, The truth still remained unknown, A light, A motion, A dance to […]

A dance out of sync, Words sung without tune, As the illusion fades and reality shows its grand plan, The kiss that was planted is shown how it feed into the lies that were said, One after another, Hand in hand did they swing, A yes that really was a no, An answer that was […]

Simplified expressions torn in two, Sad eyes looking back at you, Cold hands that are not yours, Tighten around my throat, A path forged in a lie, Hidden beneath the blind eye, Turned not once but twice, A shame of serendipity dancing in the freshly fallen rain, A sure hand void of strength, What once […]

Within the coldness of winter, There is the emptiness of its call, Within the warmth of summer, There is the emptiness of its call, Within the hidden world inside my head, There is the emptiness of its call, Do not mock my words, Do not treat me as a lesser, Do not make fun of […]

A self styled stigmata, A stolen smile from the childless, Infinity dragging my insides across the stars, An eternal reflection in the mirror of you empty eyes, A thousand twisted thoughts ravaged deep inside, Years of endless torment, Itself a loss of perfection, Choking on the saliva of self doubt, Resign your end, Forget, Forgive, […]

Consider what my eyes hold, My social stature non-exists, My self worth a lie upon itself, Miss understood by my own mind I lay here alone in my hole dug by my own hands, Secreting a pheromone mildly toxic, The world trembles as it falls, My voice not heard, My frame not ample, A window […]

Twisting my frail form in something malfunctioning, Recognising the glass in the window but not the face, Seeing all my mistakes for what they truly are, Evolving into the next movement, Revolving on the merry-go-round formed from lies believed, Dying slowly as the sickness inside eats away, Synchronising the hands of time with that of […]