self gratification
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She transcends the meaningful loneliness, she matters in the endless nothingness, her tears give life to the emptiness, her smile spreads an eternal happiness, she says my emptiness is killing her, she says my dreams were never hers, whispered words in a silence drenched in darkness, malformed ignorance conceived through gluttony, a frontier of finality,…
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Peanut butter sandwiches and orange juice smoothies, the smell of fresh-cut grass, blue skies and the warmth of the sun, self-sacrificing bastards living life for too long, drowning beneath the waves of unimportance, clutching wildly at whatever moves on the other side, wanting, needed, desperately seeking something, justice, damnation, self-gratification, let the carnage begin as…
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Feel the pulsating energy that courses through with every beat, feel the essence of all I am fall at your feet, give me a purpose that allows me to fight, give me an identity to survive this night, wishful thinking derailed this train, delusion of unreality revolving around in my brain, your brazen attitude lost…
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Slide between the silence, edge closer to the centre of the nevermore, forget the forgiveness you once begged for and find salvation in a new lie, for a lie that is not yours needs no concentration, buy into the fickle words with all your heart, confirm to the masses that the words are true, believe…
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Self styled impurities signifying ones own self-worth, used dramatically by others as a service for ridicule by those who cast themselves as the judgment makers, pathetic whelps who congregate with others of like stature to incoherently worship ones selflessness while at the same time stripping the people they pose to protect of everything that is…
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I can feel my heart stop beating, I can feel the ending taking over, the world erasing my existence, my tired skin falling from the dead muscle, the separation of what was to what is, a journey of resurrection, of a life I never earned to right to call my own and a death saturated…
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From the tips of my fingers to the soles of my feet I feel you eating away at all I am, twisting yourself inside me, trying to overcome and become me, thrusting with each movement, clutching at everything with each thrust, tearing your way inside, becoming something new, wearing me like a suit made of…
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Reverberated images lost in the erratic nothingness of perpetually rearranging characters that never have real names only incoherent roles that are never defined, regardless of intention there is no attention to detail as this twisted mind continues its downward spiral into a world only it can truly understand, masks worn not out of choice cut…
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Wickedness was a thing hidden from my self, twisting and turning inside my own head, days turned into weeks as I played by their rules, while my inner self stewed in juices created by mankind’s stiffening salvation, it wasn’t until I questioned the silence as I lay dying did I find out the answer to…
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The darkness keeps invading, this room it seems so tiny, everything I thought was my life, turned out to be someone’s lies, filtering through the pages of domestic bliss, while secretly I was becoming someone else, masking my true identity, in the meat suit I once called my own, white picket fences, half full glasses,…
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My monster shows me no peace, slithering around in its meat suit I call mine, it faces my world with zero compassion, it tears holes in my life with vigorous obsession, deep inside it dwells, tightly gripping all that makes me who I am, manipulating my movements, twisted my view, showing me a vision of…
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Poor twisted me, poor twisted you, carved my name on the insides of your brain, cut the flesh with little to no care, serendipitously malfunctioning through each twisted moment into the next, surrounding, surrendering, suffocating everything that was and could be, flimsy facts lost in the night, like an eighties saxophone moment in a soft…
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The wicked man loses sight of all the in-between that slowly slips away and instead focuses his hate on the failings of all a twisted flower before him, slowly the flower wilt as the man wickedly scolds the dying plant with all his sickly sins, forcing the flower to burden itself with his undoings as…
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Subtle hits of salt and vinegar explore my nose as my hands drive flesh beneath my nails, sunlight burns like the heart of a flame while destiny sings its wicked song, acrobatic humanoids dance with skill, balancing on rope across the sky, scissors without remorse powerfully cut the rope into separate strands like hair, slowly…
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Happiness in a divided regurgitation, splatterEd across the floors of sarcasm, while the flag of disgust flies proudly from the throbbing erection of what was and will never be, throw the wind of never could into the vast emptiness of vivid dreams and see what births, seclusion of the wicked, inclusion of the bold, foresee…
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Secluded signs masked in a battery of hate and shit, misshapen scars beneath the flesh that wraps around my tired bones, liberal explanations given for a lie that was far from perfect, satisfaction be damned in this insignificant proclamation of whimsical variations, signs shorn in the flesh with blades of steel, forgive the turbulent journey,…
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Within the withered thing I call myself, I am a lost shadow of nothingness, broken in the forever of a loneliness created by self, as the river of dreams lost drowns me beneath the hate of my own insecurities, scream upon deaf ears, cry with eyes filled with empty tears, hate within the hate of…
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Subliminal messages burrowing in my brain, circulating around and around like wasps at a child’s birthday party, violent upheavals discrimination nothing selfishly subtracted from the sins of a dying breath, scream subsequently at the darkness as it slithers it’s horrible hand into your nether regions, suffering times the departure of my existence, resend, rewind, request…
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Stuck like a fly within the spider’s web, discolouration between the purples and reds, dissecting the words that were said, hating the images that dance in my head, violations of my imagination, an impurity inbreed, seclusion, delusions, words unsaid, a dance, a movement, simplicity of the undead, let the shadows rise as the daylight falls,…
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Fight! Fight! Fight! Tear the flesh away as you reveal the hidden thing beneath the skin, a monster who’s here only for me, awash in the blood of a wasted life, can’t you see, this is me, standing before you with arms open wide, free from decades of malfunctioning binds, projecting my image across the…