Lights of red,
nights bathed in imaginary cares,
we see the seas evolve,
we breathe to be fed,
torn moments,
linguistic harmonies sung to your pain,
turn on the lights,
say goodnight,
taste the caffeine of perpetual alertness,
worship the inclusion,
seclude the poison,
bury the brimstone deep,
cavities made of bone,
taste the insanity of my sin,
a sin I built just for you..
undone,
sinner and saints,
what’s the difference when the whole worlds on fire?
the mastery you use to twist and turn,
the way you watch as all you know burns,
money a thing with no soul,
the value of flesh,
the pleasures of sin,
a kiss blown from a pair of diseased lips,
a fuck not give,
but this fuck,
this fuck is for free..
This bullshit everyday,
lies in the eyes of everyone I know,
deception,
misconception,
I stress it’s not my mistake,
the world betrayed its promise,
it made me believe,
while falling apart beyond my view,
I break,
as the world forsakes me,
to the endless sea of madness that only I can see,
the madness between the you and me….
They say things strong than words will break my bones,
but bones heal while your words dig deep,
lies be told before my eyes as sinners are a virtue,
you segregated half my self and purée the rest to feed the horde who wait outsides the doors beyond,
a simple silence,
a reflection of who I used to be,
a man,
a mirage,
a lesson to learn,
a myth,
no fact,
just fiction…
I want,
what is not mine,
I see,
the just results,
a homage to the desperation,
a sign of the eternal sin,
we strive,
we want,
we see,
but we can never truly have,
for what is wanted,
cannot be given,
for what we see,
cannot be returned,
a forever after,
that is not after all,
a forever never,
before we fall…
Plagues kill the sand beneath your feet,
while words cut the skin from your flesh,
a righteousness unknowingly flawed,
a belief system designed to fail,
atrocities Ignored,
a family of sinners,
children born to be kings,
lords amoung the peasants,
the deceptive bastards,
the sinners all,
tomorrow forever,
yesterday ignored…
Wisdom in a spade of buckets,
lost in a timeless wind,
we say we want freedom,
but in reality we want to win,
win what when there is nothing worth defending,
when the system is polluted by ambiguity,
freedom is not free,
rights are forfeited,
lives,
blood,
below the ground are we,
one,
the same,
equality is not a things to fight for,
equality should just BE!
See me in the stars,
believe,
wish upon the moment,
place your perpetual existence within it,
as you hope the end result will be better than the beginning,
but know the mould that grows is yours alone to own,
see the reflection,
see your true face,
a faceless bastard,
a child in adult clothes,
an ending lost in the lies of a beginning with no real start..
Misguided lies,
simplistic rituals hidden in plain site,
you sin,
you say,
satisfying a need from within,
a blessed sin wrapped in towels of red,
you sin,
you say,
pacify the sulking child,
sanctify a horrible lie that you deny,
opened wings,
closed eyes,
whispered wisdom from up high,
as you lay there dying In your shiny suit of lies….
Whispers roaming,
a broken wing of the bird that once stole the worm early in the morning,
the light of your candle,
the sin on your bed sheets,
you bring me to orgasm,
yet you don’t see me,
whispers roaming,
the broken wing now healed,
the sea of your moaning,
the wetness,
the decaying,
the wisdom of my nothingness,
the sin on my hands,
we float together,
down a sea of disease.
Broken glasses across the sky of nothingness,
you see a disruption,
they see a tree of hope,
roots extending,
arms clutching what is your wintery escape,
see the man who stands before me,
see the hand he holds,
the bitterness in folds his own,
we see,
they see me,
a sea of hate,
a hate filled tree of sickness,
wickedness,
bitterness,
a swaying song of me,
can’t you see?
See incomplete sentences written across the sands of what will be a wasteland of apocalyptic tendencies,
within the mirror of scrutiny scars are made,
the devil hiding in the image of an angel,
asking for the word of your god to set him free,
a believe,
a deceiver,
a fornicating temptress showering you with her flow,
a disability not within medicines control,
forgive my neglect,
for I do not know the depths of my punishment can go..
We are but the rotten,
we see the sin within,
terror on perpetual motion,
darkness alive underneath the snow,
we cried a song of unhappiness,
a goodbye of wordless lies,
you buried the bloody carcass,
You tried to hide what you had done,
but in a world built on endings,
the beginning is not really a beginning at all…
Round the kaleidoscope of failed dreams,
sits the tomorrow that was once meant to be,
but now we have a mirror,
broken,
betrayed,
we wish for the promise,
while the lies are given out,
a dollar,
a penny,
a payment for the inconvenience placed upon the shoulders of yesterday’s conversations,
can you be the mighty,
can you be the free,
when freedom is a whisper,
and the mighty are diseased….
A misused version innocently recreated,
your version was incomplete,
while mine was uncontrollable,
we hesitate,
we hinder,
the glory of the darkness,
a game within itself,
a mirror of opportunities,
blood upon the ground,
a world screaming in union,
an ending,
more profound….
We single out the forgotten son,
waving his ignorance in the worlds face,
a target mistaken for a man,
a man misused as a plan,
we sense and sin,
we give freedom without hope,
a tomorrow lost,
a dawn of dystopian dysfunctional disasters,
like a millipede without any legs,
our isolation of insanity,
flesh scrubbed clean,
with flowers of fornication,
we live,
we breath,
but we don’t see…
We forgave the darkness when it came,
for it rode upon the horse without a name,
a twisted version of a children’s fable,
dirty birdie covered in vomit,
hedonistic cowards standing in a row,
whistling the song that must be sung,
words without words,
drums without a drum,
my magnificent beauty,
my final reprieve,
septembers mourning,
it figures,
I leave,
minutes and seconds
hands on the wall,
yesterdays perfume,
todays emptiness….
Don’t look backwards,
don’t see the hate,
they cast a vicious glare that cuts to the bone,
they want nothing but your sin to be theirs,
we spin,
we sway,
we twist,
we go around,
and their eyes follow all,
like a beat of their twisted heart your fate was sealed,
there’s no where you can run,
for the light,
is the disease…
Stability given through rhythm,
the dancing dwarfs,
the spinning women,
a sea of fish swimming without purpose,
I asked,
but never received,
spectacular colours,
polystyrene coated dreams,
choking me,
my hands,
my pain,
let me in,
or let me be free.
Walls building around,
as the insanity grows,
a structure built by me,
festering to see,
hidden from me,
me,
watch me see the me,
light my enemy,
silence my friend,
it’s whispers,
constantly belittling me,
self-sacrifice,
cries of another,
my inner self,
my prisoner,
you call,
but I never come…