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The bride of my sinister side returned tonight to pledge an ending to what was and is,

Her lies opened eyes wide with inconceivable distress,

As my world cracked beneath the pressure of inconsistencies unexplained,

Satisfaction never guaranteed when the weather is so unpredictable,

Watch as the whiskey spills from my glass and turns into flames that begins eating my life away,

Suffocate the air from my lungs,

Suck it all away,

Take it all away,

Leave me empty,

Leave me like you found me,

Just a dead boy buried in the ground…

Hello,

I just thought I’d call to see if you’re okay,

I know it’s been a little while,

I know I’ve been away,

The tides of time,

The sea of sand,

The days may pass us by,

But there isn’t a day,

There isn’t a moment,

That you don’t pass my mind,

A forever was promised,

A day was all,

Only memories do remain,

But as time goes,

So does my memories,

For I remember you,

I remember how you made me feel,

But I forget what you looked like,

Are you dead or have you just gone away?

You weep without tears,

You scream without sound,

You dance without motion,

But you spin round and round,

A reflection distorted in the light,

A mirror that shows you the truth,

A veil was lifted,

A mask was removed,

A lie was untold,

The truth still remained unknown,

A light,

A motion,

A dance to a song,

A forever unforgiven,

A tomorrow that will now never come!

A dance out of sync,

Words sung without tune,

As the illusion fades and reality shows its grand plan,

The kiss that was planted is shown how it feed into the lies that were said,

One after another,

Hand in hand did they swing,

A yes that really was a no,

An answer that was lost in a riddle,

For the one who answered it all was the one who asked the first question,

Limp readings lost in the rush of blood to an empty vessel,

A tomorrows light,

Sorrow,

Misbegotten things,

Let the ants run free,

Let the knife cut,

Let the darkness shine through..

Simplified expressions torn in two,

Sad eyes looking back at you,

Cold hands that are not yours,

Tighten around my throat,

A path forged in a lie,

Hidden beneath the blind eye,

Turned not once but twice,

A shame of serendipity dancing in the freshly fallen rain,

A sure hand void of strength,

What once beat now weeps,

A song sung to the children,

But falling on the deaf ears of adulthood,

While I carry myself upon my own shoulders,

Let the loneliness not be mine,

As I stumble down this hill of despair and into the darkness of a better tomorrow…

Within the coldness of winter,

There is the emptiness of its call,

Within the warmth of summer,

There is the emptiness of its call,

Within the hidden world inside my head,

There is the emptiness of its call,

Do not mock my words,

Do not treat me as a lesser,

Do not make fun of my schism,

For I hear what you disregard,

I notice that which you look past,

I feel what you have built callouses against,

Tomorrow,

Today,

Yesterday,

The harmony of ignorance,

Dispel what you are made to understand,

And accept the truth,

Accept the reality of what actually is all,

Accept your mirror without reflection,

a window through my eye…

A self styled stigmata,

A stolen smile from the childless,

Infinity dragging my insides across the stars,

An eternal reflection in the mirror of you empty eyes,

A thousand twisted thoughts ravaged deep inside,

Years of endless torment,

Itself a loss of perfection,

Choking on the saliva of self doubt,

Resign your end,

Forget,

Forgive,

Forever,

Spread the arms of acceptance open and take in the embrace of what can now be,

But beware,

For the embrace my be cold and damp,

The embrace my be empty,

The embrace may be your final embrace,

It may be its embrace….

Consider what my eyes hold,

My social stature non-exists,

My self worth a lie upon itself,

Miss understood by my own mind I lay here alone in my hole dug by my own hands,

Secreting a pheromone mildly toxic,

The world trembles as it falls,

My voice not heard,

My frame not ample,

A window instead of a mirror,

An ego without understanding,

Subject my lies,

Refuse my eyes,

Let me realise,

That tomorrow,

My tomorrow,

Means more to me than it does to you,

For your tomorrow will still exist,

If mine does not,

But if your tomorrow fails to be there,

It matters little to you,

If mine does…

Twisting my frail form in something malfunctioning,

Recognising the glass in the window but not the face,

Seeing all my mistakes for what they truly are,

Evolving into the next movement,

Revolving on the merry-go-round formed from lies believed,

Dying slowly as the sickness inside eats away,

Synchronising the hands of time with that of my worthless watch,

Shuffling through the deck that has been dealt,

Suffocating for air,

Saturating my everything,

Erasing all that time had put in place,

A smile,

Your face,

Tears wiped away,

Fears locked away,

Eyes empty,

Had I know your were never here,

I never would’ve waited for you to go!

Eventually,

Everything we see turns black,

Can’t you see,

The insanity,

Building up,

Inside of me,

Inside of you,

Tearing at,

Our frail skin,

Making us,

Something new,

Something wrong,

Can’t you see,

The insanity,

THE INSANITY!

 

Lasting lies,

Clawing at your eyes,

Making vows,

Breaking them,

Pissing on,

Everything,

What is this,

What is that,

Nothings wrong,

Nothing right,

Can’t you see,

Your insanity,

Is killing me,

Is killing you,

To killing all,

We’ve ever know,

Can’t you see?

The insanity,

THE INSANITY!

Your skin,

I thought I was sinking in,

I thought we were connection,

Instead we were changing,

Pulling beneath the surface,

Something I can’t see,

Strings tied effortlessly to my tendons,

My nerves your piano keys,

It’s haunting to feel but not,

As one moment passes to another,

Like a ghost living inside a house made of someone else skin,

A room,

A wound,

Eyes to see the world move without me,

Constantly burning my light,

Sucking my sinful soul dry,

I thought it was your skin I was sinking in,

I thought we were connecting,

What I thought was a lie,

What I thought,

My thoughts lie,

My thoughts of you lie,

My thought of you die!

Paid imitations of what you thought you could be,

But in the mirror your reflection is just as fucked up as me,

You tried to be something new,

But you couldn’t escape you,

Rotting flesh on a decaying skeleton,

Movement more of an illusion than something real,

Feelings painted with a forked brush,

Lies on a wall of lies,

Pictures hanging on the wall,

Of people you don’t know,

A reflection in the mirror,

A reflection more fucked up than me,

A reflection of you!

Sliding into something that’s not mine,

Breaking time to be,

Like a blister exploding,

Pain entangling everything that is me,

Capturing each nerve grander than the last,

Engulfing,

Exploding,

Rearranging my sense of self,

Swallowing who I thought I was inside the mouth of who the world sees me as,

Like a spider laying eggs inside its prey,

I pray,

I scream,

I explode,

I become a vacuum of what I was,

Drawing all I could ever be inside my emptiness,

Never to be,

For you to never see,

Me…

Like a supernova clawing at your ying,

The power of your heart comes from the words we sing,

As the moments fall down around our heels,

We break down the walls not on what it is but how it feels,

Scuba diving in the endless forever,

Making every moment last for ever and ever,

A brilliant flash of light,

A self guided fire burning bright,

And end and a beginning in the same moment,

A birthing of commitment in the waters of atonement,

For tomorrow’s horizons see what can be,

On the back of the beast they come to take me,

But no ones going to take me alive,

I will be the only one to survive,

Like a supernova clawing at your eyes,

I will be all that survives!

Waivering sins,

Undefeated guilt,

Digested hate,

Glorified wanting,

Pay attention to me,

Pay attention to this before you,

See the hand of time dispel the lies,

See my face before the world dies,

The last thing you’ll ever see,

I can’t believe what you were to me,

The glorified feeling of a want turned into a hate I at first refused to see,

But I digested all that was before me and took my guilt in steed,

Undefeated,

Unwavering,

My sin was mine,

And yours was me,

Step forward from where you hide,

Step out into the light,

Step into thy ring of punishment,

For it’s time to burn for my sins!

Smile you cunt,

Bet you never thought we’d be back here,

Staring into each other’s eyes once more,

But the games you played,

The lies you told,

The way made me feel,

It was the perfect storm,

The perfect story to be told,

You asked for my attention,

You begged for my affection,

You twisted my smile,

You fucked my life,

The undertow pulled me under,

Leaving me numb,

Lifeless,

Empty,

Like your eyes,

As they stare at me from beyond the grave,

This was how we were meant to end,

This was how I am supposed to mend the damage you’ve done,

This is a start,

Not the end!

Through these blind eyes I now see,

Cover me in thorns,

Bleed me dry,

Sacrifice never knowing,

Sacrifice the truth,

Let everything unwind as my kingdom falls down around my feet,

A disposed king without subjects leading to live again,

Learning what truly defines who I am,

Not who I was,

Was that ever me?

Or was that the me you wanted me to be?

Was that ever me?

Or was that the me you made me be?

I see the light,

This was not right,

The feelings revolved around us,

As they evolved what was us,

Leaving an empty shell of what we were,

Leaving a hell for me to survive in,

Desperately seeking relevance,

A place to hide,

Away from myself,

From the truth of what is,

From what I am,

I see the light,

I know tonight,

It ends….

A sentence formed without words,

Another sequence,

A sound that is not,

Processed wisdom that holds no value,

A lie lived,

A truth hidden deep,

Why see with eyes if they are closed,

Why use words when their meaning is misunderstood,

We crucified a child,

When the adult preformed the seed,

Painted across their faces like a disease,

It was never meant to be the end,

But it was also never the beginning…

Payment declined,

My desire withheld,

A symphony of inconvenience born,

Suffocating my self,

Denying a want,

Now it becomes a need,

My drug,

My emptiness,

Closure of daylight,

As night takes hold,

An hour of handfuls,

A moon with no sun,

No reflection,

No light,

No words,

No me…