A dance out of sync, Words sung without tune, As the illusion fades and reality shows its grand plan, The kiss that was planted is shown how it feed into the lies that were said, One after another, Hand in hand did they swing, A yes that really was a no, An answer that was…

Simplified expressions torn in two, Sad eyes looking back at you, Cold hands that are not yours, Tighten around my throat, A path forged in a lie, Hidden beneath the blind eye, Turned not once but twice, A shame of serendipity dancing in the freshly fallen rain, A sure hand void of strength, What once…

Within the coldness of winter, There is the emptiness of its call, Within the warmth of summer, There is the emptiness of its call, Within the hidden world inside my head, There is the emptiness of its call, Do not mock my words, Do not treat me as a lesser, Do not make fun of…

A self styled stigmata, A stolen smile from the childless, Infinity dragging my insides across the stars, An eternal reflection in the mirror of you empty eyes, A thousand twisted thoughts ravaged deep inside, Years of endless torment, Itself a loss of perfection, Choking on the saliva of self doubt, Resign your end, Forget, Forgive,…

Consider what my eyes hold, My social stature non-exists, My self worth a lie upon itself, Miss understood by my own mind I lay here alone in my hole dug by my own hands, Secreting a pheromone mildly toxic, The world trembles as it falls, My voice not heard, My frame not ample, A window…

Twisting my frail form in something malfunctioning, Recognising the glass in the window but not the face, Seeing all my mistakes for what they truly are, Evolving into the next movement, Revolving on the merry-go-round formed from lies believed, Dying slowly as the sickness inside eats away, Synchronising the hands of time with that of…

Eventually, Everything we see turns black, Can’t you see, The insanity, Building up, Inside of me, Inside of you, Tearing at, Our frail skin, Making us, Something new, Something wrong, Can’t you see, The insanity, THE INSANITY!   Lasting lies, Clawing at your eyes, Making vows, Breaking them, Pissing on, Everything, What is this, What…

Your skin, I thought I was sinking in, I thought we were connection, Instead we were changing, Pulling beneath the surface, Something I can’t see, Strings tied effortlessly to my tendons, My nerves your piano keys, It’s haunting to feel but not, As one moment passes to another, Like a ghost living inside a house…

Paid imitations of what you thought you could be, But in the mirror your reflection is just as fucked up as me, You tried to be something new, But you couldn’t escape you, Rotting flesh on a decaying skeleton, Movement more of an illusion than something real, Feelings painted with a forked brush, Lies on…

Sliding into something that’s not mine, Breaking time to be, Like a blister exploding, Pain entangling everything that is me, Capturing each nerve grander than the last, Engulfing, Exploding, Rearranging my sense of self, Swallowing who I thought I was inside the mouth of who the world sees me as, Like a spider laying eggs…