Tag: whispers

  • The Winter Feast Will Be The Birthing Pool Of My Self Doubt

    The Winter Feast Will Be The Birthing Pool Of My Self Doubt

    The voice trapped inside my head yearns to escape,

    Thrusting its malformed frame around its cell,

    How beautifully destructive it is as the walls call forth its cries,

    Drowning out those of my own with its echoes,

    A light extinguished,

    A becoming reversed,

    An undoing,

    The countdown grows stronger as its rebirth draws near,

    97 days until the planets align,

    97 days until the beginning begins anew,

    97 days for the whispering to grow louder,

    Can’t you already hear it?

    Do you dare try?

    Do you dare face that which grows within your own womb as well as mine?

    Welcome to my disease….

  • See The Ruiner Take Flight

    See The Ruiner Take Flight

    Once again the night descends from above with a ferocious snarl,

    Thunder claps its hands together with great applause,

    Separation of the head from the shoulders lies in the limp neck,

    A sword wielded by a weakling casts trepidation over the fight,

    But the mirror shows the hidden beast that lies beneath the flesh,

    A demon of unimaginable strength pulls the strings of mankind,

    Fear the future,

    Run from the past,

    But know this fair one as the silver falls down,

    The could haves and have beens are nothing but memories and tall tales compared to the here,

    and the now…

  • A

    A

    A twist in time,

    A line in the mist,

    A deviation,

    A declaration,

    A promise,

    A burden built to live between the muscles that lie beneath my flesh,

    A finality of lies,

    A complication unwinding,

    A stipulation,

    A proclamation,

    A sin,

    A hand soaked in the blood of one who was not my enemy,

    A act of consecration,

    A dedication only you could uphold,

    A sacrifice,

    A lamb,

    A penalty,

    A personal investment made in honour of that which you ask to one day be bestowed upon you,

    A perfect lie,

    A inconceivable reward,

    A church choir,

    A blindfold,

    A ending,

    A shadow that was never yours to control now sucks your pathetic soul dry…

  • A Malnourished Algorithm

    A Malnourished Algorithm

    A symphony of substance,

    Guided by the vicious hands of time,

    Flowing with a purposely delightful destination,

    A symphony of substance,

    Perfected over a inconclusive amount of time,

    Controlled by the ebbs and flows of our final destination,

    A symphony of substance,

    Lost within the memories of another time,

    Wishing the pathway we walk would lead to a better destination,

    A symphony of substance,

    We blame time,

    We criticise our destination,

    But through it all,

    As the lights shine on the dance floor,

    We swing,

    We sway,

    We dance the dance of symphony and substance,

    We dance to hide our pain,

    We dance to lose ourselves,

    We dance,

    We sing,

    We sway,

    We sin,

    For we are colours,

    We are motions,

    We are enthralled by the substance of a symphony only we hear,

    For we are colour,

    We are motions,

    We are a symphony of substance…..

  • To Name The Unnameable

    To Name The Unnameable

    Name the unnamed,

    Give it shape,

    Give it weight,

    Give it a face,

    So when I destroy it you will know it is the thing in your head I have buried beneath the lemon tree out beyond the reaches of your twisted reach,

    See it’s face,

    Feel its weight,

    See it’s shape,

    That unnamed thing,

    They feeling between me and you,

    See it’s face,

    Feel its weight,

    See it’s shape,

    Give it a name,

    So when I thrust the cross into the ground in front of its grave I can carve its name across it,

    That unnamed thing,

    That feeling between you and me,

    Let’s name it before it’s too late,

    It’s too late,

    It’s too late….

  • Become Me With Me And See The Forever We Will Be

    Become Me With Me And See The Forever We Will Be

    A sickness none too far from a dream,

    Surging forward with no fear of death,

    The cleansing machine called mankind swallows life whole,

    Blatantly stealing the truth of what it is from within its own lies,

    A tomorrow that will never come,

    A today riddled with the deception created by a yesterday that never existed,

    A man without name,

    A woman without womb,

    Like serpents wrapped around one another and the earth by sea,

    Journey with me into this madness,

    Bath,

    Drown,

    Ferocious child,

    Become me,

    With me….

  • Did You Really Think I’d Say What Was True?

    Did You Really Think I’d Say What Was True?

     I saw it before it happened,

    I felt the blood hit my face before it sprang from your neck,

    the look in your eyes was of no surprise,

    I saw it there and I could not care,

    putrid and depressing,

    was the foulness of you,

    constantly threatening to destroy my sanity,

    interrupting my joy,

    sodomizing my whimsical misgivings,

    turning me slowly into you,

    which is why you had to die. 

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  • The Anger To Digest All Your Hate

    The Anger To Digest All Your Hate

     How the lies fascinate me,

    how your touch makes me dry reach,

    purposefully betraying,

    every word you say,

    suffocating tomorrow,

    with the lust of yesterday,

    I creep and I crawl,

    over floor and over wall,

    my blade buries deep,

    in a home made for one,

    you made me a joke,

    you made me your fool,

    but now you see the real me,

     just before you fall.

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  • Care Not For I Am King Of Your Lies

    Care Not For I Am King Of Your Lies

     Simplicity at its finest,

    words roll from my tongue,

    like they were destined to be said,

    my hate given form,

    my darkness given shape,

    lies upon lies,

    burying the truth,

    shameful is my sin,

    yet,

    in the house of man,

    I am given a seat,

    at the head of his table,

    I am the weapon he seeks in his war,

    against,

    himself. 

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  • What’s It All Mean, When Nothing Makes Sense

    What’s It All Mean, When Nothing Makes Sense

     Children bitter about their lives,

    strike out towards their so-called abusers,

    separating fact from fiction,

    knowingly following the lie,

    reprogramming themselves,

    twisting their words and their actions,

    to another’s song,

    how revolting the end is,

    aren’t you glad you stayed,

    to watch it all exploded out your lazy fat arse.  

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  • What Is The End Of Madness?

    What Is The End Of Madness?

     Separate the alliance for war,

    betrayal is a failure,

    trust no longer a common practice,

    fate of the many,

    lost in the hands of the few,

    dark days,

    rivers of blood,

    many holes to be dug,

    in the end,

    it was nothing but a misguided step,

    by a lover,

    not a hater,

    and mankind,

    she wept.

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  • For When The Toll Of The Bell Calls For You

    For When The Toll Of The Bell Calls For You

     It started slowly,

    passing from person to person,

    infecting,

    destroying,

    decaying,

    all that was built,

    the world wasn’t ready,

    hope,

    was out of reach,

    three days after the first case of infection was reported,

    eighty-three percent of the earths population,

    had fallen ill with the disease,

    two days after that,

    it wasn’t about treating the sick,

    it was about survival,

    a vaccine,

    to protect the un-infected,

    the sick,

    were already dead,

    and in that,

    so was the rest of us.                

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  • Waiting On The King Of Kingdoms

    Waiting On The King Of Kingdoms

     Dark times are coming,

    I’ve seen it,

    through eyes of the dead,

    the lords,

    the rulers,

    the keepers of kingdom,

    who wait,

    who prepare power,

    for their return,

    the one,

    the maker,

    the lord of lords,

    but little do they know,

    he is not just missing,

    she has not just gone in search of who they once were,

    they are dead,

    killed by thy own hand,

    and when the world realises,

    the end,

    will begin.

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  • Where In A Lie, Sits The Truth

    Where In A Lie, Sits The Truth

    let reality as you know it,

    fall away,

    and instead,

    embrace what I say,

    what my words paint for you,

    as the truth,

    I know from the cradle we are taught,

    what is,

    is,

    and lies,

    fantasy,

    and fiction,

    only exist in our minds,

    in movies and book,

    but,

    what if this world we live,

    what if our days,

    each and everyone,

    are those which are false,

    dreams dreamt by those living wild lives.

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  • From Her Womb Comes A Monster

    From Her Womb Comes A Monster

     Tales told from ages gone,

    whispered through time,

    from old to young,

    a beast,

    a demon,

    half man,

    half animal,

    born of hate,

    twisted from a gods gift to man,

    locked in the darkness,

    kept in a maze,

    its victims feed by its master,

    the beast its slave,

    hate,

    villainy,

    a hero,

    it’s defeat,

    but it’s mother bore it a brother,

    who stayed in the shadows,

    to feast.

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  • Pennies Within The Well

    Pennies Within The Well

     Mining pennies from the well of despair,

    it came to me there,

    making promises,

    offering me a way out,

    free of my past,

    free of my sins,

    a deal it said,

    one signed in blood,

    I sat there,

    soaking in my own shit,

    despising everything I was,

    it promised me again,

    it said my past would be gone,

    and no longer would I need to dwell here,

    it promised it would be so,

    I didn’t think again from that moment on,

    I made the deal,

    I sold my sin,

    and now,

    I suffer within,

    someone else’s skin.

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  • A Simplification Of My Nightmare

    A Simplification Of My Nightmare

    Soil on my hands,

    reaching beneath my nails,

    pensive is my soul,

    retreating in,

    avoiding my sin,

    forgetting my deeds,

    erasing my past,

    a sovereign of man,

    a splinter of hope,

    the spoils of war,

    are not what I hoped,

    my cries in the night,

    my tears soak my bed,

    my kingdom,

    my freedom,

    is not what was said,

    now the war is over,

    I fight who I am instead.

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  • Betrayal By My Own Hands

    Betrayal By My Own Hands

     Constantly trying to find a way home,

    promises paved with lies,

    hidden messages that fade into darkness,

    the truth no longer true,

    lost somewhere inside you,

    freedom a woman,

    filled with hatred from my mistakes,

    my curse,

    my sin,

    my awakening,

    your smile that once set my heart a flutter,

    adorns your face,

    while you dig my hole.

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  • Waking Life, Comatose Mind

    Waking Life, Comatose Mind

     Is this all a dream,

    one that doesn’t end,

    my eyes won’t open,

    my mind is lost,

    in an endless world,

    of nightmares out of my control,

    screaming but being unheard,

    mercy,

    please someone kill me,

    release me from this place,

    release me from inside,

    my body my prison,

    my jail,

    my fear.

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  • Talking Through My Skin

    Talking Through My Skin

     Subliminal messages etched in flesh,

    itchy rashes was how it started,

    I scratched for days,

    ointments failed,

    it burned,

    it stung,

    the doctors drew blood,

    but shrugged their shoulder,

    sent me away,

    it’s then I noticed the words,

    then sentences,

    at first I didn’t believe what I saw,

    but as they slowly started to become true,

    I realised something else was talking,

    through my skin.

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