black is the light,
displaying my insides,
a glowing display,
shown in void of decay,
willow on whispers,
nothing in store,
a sideways disaster,
a plan,
without a plan,
my name,
a deception,
a lie,
in disguise,
place the danger,
in place of yellow,
a colour,
not a place…
I saw the shape,
it had no name,
it gave me purpose,
yet laid no claim,
for countless eons,
for many days,
it stood there watching,
no face,
no name,
winter wailed,
while summer wept,
a death inside me,
a moment not kept,
the weightless watcher,
continued on,
as silent as ever,
the fleeting moments,
turned into countless years,
and in the end,
it came to me,
it said some words,
that made no sense,
but just to be,
a tear it whispered,
as it took away my fears…
Magnificent wonders,
last only as long,
the setting of silence,
the death of the sun,
a mirror that lasted,
an eternity in song,
was given a moment,
a moment then gone,
taken but left here,
shown but not seen,
the tomorrow was yesterday,
and today never comes,
plagues in there droves,
sickness in sin,
a wickedness given,
life done..
Heated window given fly,
a picture painted,
a thousand eyes,
watching,
waiting,
defiled lies,
poisoned arrows,
wicked times are rolling,
unlucky clover,
diminished wisdom,
flexible thighs,
asked to witness,
purpose denied,
quintessential surveillance,
forever is a lie,
the red runs deep,
while the blue is subject to fail,
my colours listed,
my semblance,
unintended…
Puzzled playthings,
written wrong,
a word with difference,
a song to be sung,
listen closely,
hear not my voice,
but the current below it,
the silence,
it is there by choice,
pack the filling,
make it tight,
play the hero,
hide within the curse,
a cure for living,
taken,
but lost…
played tiles of coffin sickness,
a waft of wizardry wonderous dwell,
a cavalcade of simplicity,
wrapped in a winters shell,
a bone resisting the breakages of time,
mirroring past results,
hermit be,
the venom will see,
salutations old man,
farewell to the suit of flesh,
pittance you say,
winners take pole position,
as the sea seeps in,
claim my written end,
a cause,
the obsession,
possess me,
and I will forget…
hello,
was not wished to see,
I gave a word washed in wisdom,
I spoke the thee that was not me,
look for the totem,
beseech the foliage,
rear view,
wet within the stain of circumstance,
protected but lied to,
a truth not seen,
clever siphoned whore,
windows closed nevermore,
an escape disavowed,
running disallowed,
my skirt,
the sin,
pleasure selfish,
a kin,
open close,
signal lost,
purpose simply unopposed…
harrowed magic,
lost but true,
digging downward,
towards the heart,
soil septic,
my shoe,
a hole,
a depth of darkness,
the haggard hand,
time is simple,
diseased heart,
plague of one,
yesterday lost,
upwards now down,
memories,
sounds,
forgotten things not dared to care,
float,
abound…
Caught in a moment,
unrelenting yet futile,
a seemingly beautiful sunrise,
broken by the pain in my heart,
signatures written,
places known to sit,
a speaking moment given,
lonely is the heart that grows fond,
yet bitter is that heart that grows free,
longing lost and lethargic,
pyramid stylised defeat,
a wisdom of nothingness given,
while the window broken swings free…
a sound not my own,
a bath filled with sick,
pillows made of empty lies,
a window,
a ledge,
this is it,
plagued downward,
haggard saw,
revel the truth,
in my mirror board,
a yes for a no,
know that is now,
words that make no difference,
for the end is how,
pox ridden laurels,
guilt over salt,
the shoulder we throw it,
removable lies,
revolt,
a tomorrow less significant,
a today,
a no more,
no fault…
a window not a mirror,
a reflection not of fiction,
disgusting lies,
told through their eyes,
perchance to be,
a dream I see,
till the smile,
fades from their sea,
a widowed sibling,
a dying tree,
my plant,
my seed,
my fruit nor bore,
quintessential steps taken one after the other,
a world not abroad,
over and under,
left through right,
fire,
birth,
insignificance,
a light not caught…
fake profile,
photo shopped pictures,
yes and no meaning the same,
regretting weird distaste,
you see,
yet your blind,
in a sea of smothering bodies,
you are unkind,
look inside,
see the leeches,
let them titillate,
pull them off,
feed the masses,
watch them run,
spread your sickness,
ride the tongue,
rough and ready,
lights go out….
jack-knife social,
a swallowing bird,
sea of simplicity,
seeing but not heard,
pioneered structure,
a foundation too weak,
you push,
you pull,
it fucked you,
behold the new tree,
wood to burn,
roots to eat,
a catastrophic brilliance,
brought to its feet,
a will never done,
a reflection never shone,
a war never won,
we don’t give,
but we take,
yet a sea we do not see,
for the sun is a sin,
and we are its sons…
too hot,
too soon,
a moment lost,
a factual forbidden drove through,
we saw the spectacle from our car,
yet lingered in the yesterday,
while racing backwards to the start,
forgetting to roll over,
yet lying on my back,
a symptom of the sickness,
but not a reason,
a fake existence,
given real feet to run…
flow,
make it so,
one after the other,
steps like a baby,
spider is all I thought,
scattered memories of why I got hurt,
you see the left,
there aint no right,
wrong longevities are no longer mine,
see the singing sun of tomorrow,
wisdom,
not mine,
worshipped in the little fish,
rattled hum,
slaughtered some,
poolside swimming,
underneath the sun,
a tomorrow that didn’t happen,
because today didn’t come…
honestly I can’t hate you,
but I can’t see through you,
the other side must be hurting,
that you’re not there yet,
I wanna see you,
in the rear-view mirror,
going that way,
while I go this way,
fornicated eye socket,
can’t believe it put your foot in it,
despise the read through,
as we see the end title page,
September birthday,
not my best day,
but I’m selling all I’ve got…
Splash,
splish,
such a bitch,
sew,
see,
on bended knee,
broken,
cut,
a moment not mine,
wisdom,
dumb cunt,
see the signs,
history repeating,
never ending,
you don’t want to see,
the impossibility,
if how wrong you are,
so you lie to yourself,
there’s no one else,
you’re the cause,
you’re the factor,
giving in,
simply seeing,
the mother-fucking reflection,
of your actions,
stand aside,
your time has pass your eyes…
plausible,
regrettable,
a moment lost,
not earned,
forgotten,
forgiven,
a simple silence burns,
power to be,
brave but not,
you enemy stares at you in the mirror,
broken glass at your feet,
push through,
redo,
wash it all ways to Sunday,
quintessential,
personal,
cut the flesh,
see it glow….
open the door to the swing that swung,
I fused the visage of something strong,
aloft,
above,
I gave myself hope,
the darkness spoken,
the darkness spoke,
wedged eagled wings,
broken but not sewn,
slithers of something me,
but never do I come,
I was for I am,
but I am not me,
a glass,
a bottle,
a broken shard of release,
my cryptic puzzle,
a sea withing me,
open the door,
cut the flesh,
a puddle,
a river,
a sea from within me…
I give sacrifice,
to the midnight life,
I breathe to live,
while terror is all I give,
you’ll see the light,
beneath my might,
orange,
black,
red,
blue,
forgiveness is fiction,
my hate is for you,
power for the empty,
slaves for the full,
a rhyme with a reason,
a low with the high,
pretend,
re-spawn,
tomorrow,
mirrored reflections,
pillow fights and whores,
wash away the blood,
and replace it with mothers love…