woven in flesh taken from your arse,
is the never-ending quilt that was to be a scarf,
a willow,
a wisp,
a chosen decree,
open the window,
jump to be free,
signature bedskins,
watered down drinks,
a harbour to see me,
a fledgling to be kept,
forgotten,
forget,
waves of nausea,
potential disease,
yes,
no,
wisdom,
plastic trees,
winter storms,
a window,
pillow cases filled with gold,
beige coloured drones,
quiet..
I took the devil for a fool,
sunsets drives through the school,
wasted on the young,
bullshit given to me and a gun,
we fight,
we flight,
simple mathematics,
lost in the theatrics,
play me a game,
I ask you the same,
roses and poses,
fools for the losers,
sadness in their eyes,
drowning in their cries,
I stopped,
you stuttered,
I wished,
you recovered,
brandishing the figments of my imagination,
you came in late to be part of my inventions,
forget the last thing I mentioned,
it was a rudimentary deception,
I asked,
you obeyed,
I flipped,
you stood in dismay,
forged in the fires,
along with the liars…
Glass floor,
die for,
we came into the life,
without a shred of dignity,
no cares weighing us down,
you put it on my lap,
you call it humanity,
want me to be an adult,
when you can’t see the ground you stand on,
purgatory,
minority,
you posses power,
but you don’t rule the masses,
you shit downwards,
cause you’re all cowards,
respect the citadel,
respect the process,
child,
man,
woman,
subjects,
planet earth!
Red sea,
far from me,
a wooden boat,
that does not float,
sink within,
the sea I’m in,
a weathered day,
no words to say,
a sky so blue,
only me no you,
a heart of black,
you turned your back,
I washed away,
the reasons for you to stay,
I sing my song,
I sing it all day long,
an ending sweet,
dying on my feet,
lying,
dying,
paralysing,
forsaken stance,
this one last dance,
tomorrow,
sorrow,
let the time tick,
as the clock stops!
Quell the outbreak,
stop the rot from within,
the sisterhood of sadness,
a lying eclectic whore,
simple but silent,
the darkness bleeds down from the floor,
winter is no remorse,
a scorn lost in translation,
pleasantries turn into swords,
blood seeps,
water wets,
time breaks the bond of life and man,
we trudge,
when we should sit,
ponder,
play,
procrastinate,
a pleasure of curses,
a curse of words,
let me be,
see the window,
see the sea,
pillow fights laced with LSD!
I stop,
you pivot,
we stare,
you crave it,
symptomatic appreciation,
foreign policies forsaken,
kaleidoscope dancing,
eyes not mine,
thoughts alone,
Judas retorted,
psychotic adoration,
just one sin,
worshipped,
let me in,
friendships,
constant this and that,
focused,
pretty fatal,
a kiss,
blinding eyes,
wishing for washing,
giving in,
I sigh,
tempered windows broken,
dirt covered lies,
he who sees,
bathes me,
red seas growing,
pain subsides,
lunacy repeated,
clarity denied,
words written on glass,
handwriting unrecognised,
ignored until the end,
you lost this…
maniac dance floor wizards,
stealing styles to the young,
wishing wasted moments,
names not forgotten purposely,
a tribulations of incorrect gestures,
movements distorted,
I hum the last bars,
you hate that I know them,
I love that it hurts,
take the number,
pass it down,
open the sanctum,
let it be found,
you sing like an angel,
and look like a whore,
when promised your worship,
you close the door,
a moment of sin,
an eternity on your floor,
give me a signal,
and I cut down the walls,
I’ll save you from nothing,
I’ll tell you my lies,
you’ll see me for something,
while here dies I lie…
wash away the blood,
scrub away the fear,
a memory of sinister thoughts,
etched into the wood,
remember to oblivion given to thee,
a sea of symphonies sung,
but not sung to me,
haggard,
willow,
crushed bones,
steel traps,
a visitor unwelcome,
a bed not free,
blister the sun,
rub the wound clean,
tomorrow,
not today,
never,
and not me…
fill me with substance,
so I can fill you with sin,
see the door open,
there is no one hiding in,
a whisper is told,
a disease is sold,
mischievous nymph,
whiskey,
beer,
and gold,
mirror me simple,
ship me away,
the dinner of champions,
the worlds left to say,
purpose a perilous journey,
cities old,
bodies cold,
sing me the song,
the ending,
so simple,
the projection all wrong…
water waves over the ocean,
skies falling from the heavens,
up is longer down,
while left is still right,
pretty pictures of future things,
images dancing with immeasurable might,
function not hopefully,
intestinal tract,
a record split in two,
significant functionality taken from you,
a stutter,
a semblance,
a holiday or more,
forgive me for weakness,
not mine,
but yours…
pollution of the lower bowels,
I cut the flesh to tear it out,
a feeling of loss,
a moment of terror,
significant bleeding,
pain like no other,
quietly skipping,
silently scorn,
breaking the image,
burning the foliage,
a mistake,
an error,
twice,
times are nice,
thrice,
a picture taken earlier,
no image,
no me…
I set sail for lands not near me,
I screamed at people who can’t hear me,
wise to insufferable torments,
I opened my eyes,
and gave them surprises unforgettable,
lies are told to see through,
as the world becomes more unstable,
yellow brick roads fabrications no longer,
the skies sing us praises through trumpets blown,
masterful manipulations fall flat on their faces,
a tomorrow without a today,
a sign without a message,
you ask,
it decided,
fate ain’t all fiction,
it’s all the facts….
Take a moment to wash it down,
sip from the cup,
do not drown,
a breath not taken,
a second that will forever last,
we the people of sin and salt,
full of class not counted,
a call was given,
the sun was gone,
deceptive ingredients cast aside,
the spell was done,
I whispered the winter words that gave your grave earth,
I wanted to wish for different things,
but the birth,
the birth,
the birth…
Examine me in the sea of tranquillity,
I was not given,
I was not seen,
the terror formed before me,
sight was something expected,
regretted once was lost,
fill me with your hatred,
I’ll tie my noose with it,
spread my wings beneath it,
sour fruit was picked with it,
you hatred,
clean and wise,
dissected in the prions that we call our sins,
not open to a forgiveness,
never let in,
given flight,
given lies,
foolish lies…
I’m coming,
catch a phrase,
I see you,
what a game,
nightmares in red,
worshipped in black,
yellow seas of rain,
see it run,
I’m coming,
let’s repeat the days,
I see you,
spit my name,
whispered words never done,
swearing from the searing sun,
wounds are open,
blood runs,
I’m coming,
purple haze,
I see you,
burnt by the flame,
historic places,
broken dreams,
you see me squirming,
I’m busting out,
this fleshy suit,
my prison cell…
watch me suffer on live tv,
worshipping the god who you cannot see,
we recreated the atom bomb,
to drop on others before we’ve gone,
a mark to make,
a minute to make it,
reality not so raw,
flesh red and sore,
longevity given to the rich,
wanting by the poor,
a disgrace of destiny,
wandering weathered friends,
five not four,
sense for the senseless,
penance for the first,
sin from the last…
my fortitude was worth it,
even though my life was worthless,
I battled on the war,
regardless of the score,
some people think I’m blind,
my life is controlled from above,
worshipped for the saviour,
I’ll kill myself to save ya,
plagues every thousand years,
resetting populations smear,
it floods the world with bodies,
shrinking in the processes,
we thrive on travel,
yet we sit right here,
rotting on this sphere…
paint by numbers,
sealed by fate,
a one-off favour,
rotten to the core,
platonic,
tectonic,
widespread worshipping of the dick,
vomiting bike from the guy,
we are a symptom of our disease,
we harvest frogs to sew our seeds,
place the child on the screen,
cut the flesh and watch them scream,
masturbation,
sexualisation,
a winter coat,
an empty vial,
my said not said…
I feel me,
wish I could see,
paranoid,
sucked into the void,
regulated,
speculated,
I fell right by,
you all wonder way,
the was a call,
as I made my fall,
betrayed by thy brothers,
while fathers were killing the mothers,
the price of immortality was wasted,
burnt flesh is all I tasted,
signed the verbal contract,
never gonna get my life back,
suffering for your sins,
shit be blowing in the winds….
I called a number on the phone,
realised too late no one was home,
tired but not to forget,
but found I could not,
the phone rang back,
no one was there,
it was semblance,
it was spite,
a warrior in the cold,
a sinner in the night,
I called me sinister passenger,
he fought,
he forgot,
pleasure of a million knifes,
digging in my brain,
I called the number again,
and found my words replicating,
as the world saw me insane…