Tag: diary

A hand taken, a moment short, liquid dreams filled with nightmares, you asked the tide to come in, but never allowed it to stay, a figment seen but not heard, the imagination on its own, we lied to save face, yet yielded when we didn’t need to, for the signs were shown, before the a […]

Wicked seas rode, high yet low, ashore the damnation given, below the waters hidden, a single martyr, a feast to rejoice, proclamations of a father, when the mother is not carrying a son, faded jingles, we strive to see the moon, perished with the dying, a womb empty too soon, a seeded disaster, an ending […]

woven flesh, sewn up dreams, a cut here, a cut there, blood everywhere, my sweet denial, my dying queen, the lies we told each other, the cries we hold dear, purpose built betrayal, dirt turned, holes filled, not sexual, but sensual, you foretold me, I broke you, blind, but we see…

A frozen winter, waves within the sea, last rites given, a widow behind me, a broken heart cut in two, as the devil asked of me, a bet, a payment, a deal wagered in the wisdom of tomorrow, resistant was not my game, he severed the connection, remade my shape, flesh roasted on the skin […]

As the sun sets, and the stars rise, I see a difference in your eyes, an emptiness I cannot deny, and then I stop, a look again, and see the image of another me, standing before me, being me for me, while I am nothing, I am a tree, a plastic something, setting, while the […]

Broken, but not stained, the hardened manhood, flaccid days are gone, wooden structures, built against the grain, a goat, a deer, my seaman smeared across your face, die in the digestion, of a place not named, perform my ritual, swallow not spit, regret, forget, forgotten, a name lost, but carved in my chest…

A single task given a new world mask, hidden in sight, plain and free, poser with a chip to focus, lies upon the system of a uniformed silence, I asked to give it, yet never received it, purpose driven, without a hope, we paved the way, while the path was lost, a cracked egg shell […]

The dawn gave me eyes that life had failed to see, a wisdom of nothingness, a sea of thankless tries, I asked, but yet yearned to know, purposed for the heartless, while the open door of willingness was shut, haggard whore, sinister bore, I questioned to last, without seeing the first, rot, rotten, letters added, […]

Dying to die, living to live, I asked the question of those around me, but their hand stayed, their hate no reprieve, my emptiness suffocating me, my release not mine to give, I cant escape the walls of living, for the world makes it not so, yet the flesh that houses my spirit, weak and […]

sail down to the city, where my name is none, see the lights, bleed the devils son, a hunt impossible, a sea of cum, worshipping whores of sexual flavours, a system, a sum, polarising insanity, incessant lies given life, names told, cries held, sinners of a different cult, brothers, sisters, mothers and sons, purpose driven […]

I lost the thought, to know the name, of my reflective self, an image of me, his face all twisted, his eyes empty, a blissful existence, of someone not me, a hidden self, only I could see, answers lost in the insanity, of forever spoken, the mirror broken, but whole to me, for it was […]

A sparrow, it was I think, the devils bird, lost in ink, we scoured through, we searched the night. we wish, the wish, not of the light, I wanted more, but it had less to give, a burden life was, my gift, was its release…

Place the name, sign the date, a promise promoted, a time without place, see the system, flip the toy, open the door, give the shape definition, a chance to be, all you can do, is give the wisdom, share the beat of tomorrow, let it play out, sing the song, west of north, quit the […]

black is the light, displaying my insides, a glowing display, shown in void of decay, willow on whispers, nothing in store, a sideways disaster, a plan, without a plan, my name, a deception, a lie, in disguise, place the danger, in place of yellow, a colour, not a place…

I saw the shape, it had no name, it gave me purpose, yet laid no claim, for countless eons, for many days, it stood there watching, no face, no name, winter wailed, while summer wept, a death inside me, a moment not kept, the weightless watcher, continued on, as silent as ever, the fleeting moments, […]

Mgnificant wonders, last only as long, the setting of silence, the death of the sun, a mirror that lasted, an eternity in song, was given a moment, a moment then gone, taken but left here, shown but not seen, the tomorrow was yesterday, and today never comes, plagues in there droves, sickness in sin, a […]

Heated window given fly, a picture painted, a thousand eyes, watching, waiting, defiled lies, poisoned arrows, wicked times are rolling, unlucky clover, diminished wisdom, flexible thighs, asked to witness, purpose denied, quintessential surveillance, forever is a lie, the red runs deep, while the blue is subject to fail, my colours listed, my semblance, unintended…

Puzzled playthings, written wrong, a word with difference, a song to be sung, listen closely, hear not my voice, but the current below it, the silence, it is there by choice, pack the filling, make it tight, play the hero, hide within the curse, a cure for living, taken, but lost…

played tiles of coffin sickness, a waft of wizardry wonderous dwell, a cavalcade of simplicity, wrapped in a winters shell, a bone resisting the breakages of time, mirroring past results, hermit be, the venom will see, salutations old man, farewell to the suit of flesh, pittance you say, winners take pole position, as the sea […]

hello, was not wished to see, I gave a word washed in wisdom, I spoke the thee that was not me, look for the totem, beseech the foliage, rear view, wet within the stain of circumstance, protected but lied to, a truth not seen, clever siphoned whore, windows closed nevermore, an escape disavowed, running disallowed, […]