Tag: i am your end

 Children bitter about their lives,

strike out towards their so-called abusers,

separating fact from fiction,

knowingly following the lie,

reprogramming themselves,

twisting their words and their actions,

to another’s song,

how revolting the end is,

aren’t you glad you stayed,

to watch it all exploded out your lazy fat arse.  

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 Separate the alliance for war,

betrayal is a failure,

trust no longer a common practice,

fate of the many,

lost in the hands of the few,

dark days,

rivers of blood,

many holes to be dug,

in the end,

it was nothing but a misguided step,

by a lover,

not a hater,

and mankind,

she wept.

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 Dark times are coming,

I’ve seen it,

through eyes of the dead,

the lords,

the rulers,

the keepers of kingdom,

who wait,

who prepare power,

for their return,

the one,

the maker,

the lord of lords,

but little do they know,

he is not just missing,

she has not just gone in search of who they once were,

they are dead,

killed by thy own hand,

and when the world realises,

the end,

will begin.

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let reality as you know it,

fall away,

and instead,

embrace what I say,

what my words paint for you,

as the truth,

I know from the cradle we are taught,

what is,

is,

and lies,

fantasy,

and fiction,

only exist in our minds,

in movies and book,

but,

what if this world we live,

what if our days,

each and everyone,

are those which are false,

dreams dreamt by those living wild lives.

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 Tales told from ages gone,

whispered through time,

from old to young,

a beast,

a demon,

half man,

half animal,

born of hate,

twisted from a gods gift to man,

locked in the darkness,

kept in a maze,

its victims feed by its master,

the beast its slave,

hate,

villainy,

a hero,

it’s defeat,

but it’s mother bore it a brother,

who stayed in the shadows,

to feast.

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 Mining pennies from the well of despair,

it came to me there,

making promises,

offering me a way out,

free of my past,

free of my sins,

a deal it said,

one signed in blood,

I sat there,

soaking in my own shit,

despising everything I was,

it promised me again,

it said my past would be gone,

and no longer would I need to dwell here,

it promised it would be so,

I didn’t think again from that moment on,

I made the deal,

I sold my sin,

and now,

I suffer within,

someone else’s skin.

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Soil on my hands,

reaching beneath my nails,

pensive is my soul,

retreating in,

avoiding my sin,

forgetting my deeds,

erasing my past,

a sovereign of man,

a splinter of hope,

the spoils of war,

are not what I hoped,

my cries in the night,

my tears soak my bed,

my kingdom,

my freedom,

is not what was said,

now the war is over,

I fight who I am instead.

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 Constantly trying to find a way home,

promises paved with lies,

hidden messages that fade into darkness,

the truth no longer true,

lost somewhere inside you,

freedom a woman,

filled with hatred from my mistakes,

my curse,

my sin,

my awakening,

your smile that once set my heart a flutter,

adorns your face,

while you dig my hole.

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 Is this all a dream,

one that doesn’t end,

my eyes won’t open,

my mind is lost,

in an endless world,

of nightmares out of my control,

screaming but being unheard,

mercy,

please someone kill me,

release me from this place,

release me from inside,

my body my prison,

my jail,

my fear.

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 Subliminal messages etched in flesh,

itchy rashes was how it started,

I scratched for days,

ointments failed,

it burned,

it stung,

the doctors drew blood,

but shrugged their shoulder,

sent me away,

it’s then I noticed the words,

then sentences,

at first I didn’t believe what I saw,

but as they slowly started to become true,

I realised something else was talking,

through my skin.

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 The darkness inside does not define you,

don’t give in to the calling and grab hold of me,

my grip is strong and I’ll stop you falling,

my own demons betray your trust,

but my motivation is not divided,

I have only one desire,

and that’s to put out the fire inside you,

fight back the growing darkness,

and give freedom to your soul,

before your fate is not mine to decide.

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 Struggling within the veil,

it’s covers all,

impairing my vision,

subduing my will,

controlling all,

pushing its will over me,

making things seem distorted,

making it all wrong,

what are you?

Why are you staring at me?

Why to you falter?

Blood on my hands,

sticky,

thick,

blood,

gushing from within,

escaping,

from your throat,

washing your pain away.

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 Born from a mothers mistrust,

smothered in sin,

nightmares my only comfort,

it was there I first met it,

the darkness,

the thing within the shadows,

it opened its arms to me,

shared my pain,

and slowly,

over time,

replaced it with hate,

a hate that grew and grew,

until it consumed me,

drove me,

and that is the answer,

to why you are to die tonight.

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Salvation is near,

do you feel it coming?

That hum vibrating under your feet,

closer and closer it comes,

at first,

you wrote it off,

a car passing,

the fridge,

the washing machine,

so many things blamed,

but deep down,

within,

you knew the truth,

you knew salvation was coming,

he was coming,

to take you home,

to free your spirit from the traps of human skin,

tonight my friend,

tonight death comes to free you,

from your endless fight,

against man.

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 Memories,

washed away with time,

lost,

forgotten,

but not gone,

as the end draws near,

as the sanity thins,

the mind loses way,

and finds itself within,

the past now confused with the present,

today is list,

yesterday we live in,

no tomorrow,

no new memories,

nothing but what’s gone,

what’s lost,

reliving,

dying,

what was it all for,

if everything slips away,

before you are gone?

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Slithers of words,

scattered through time,

lost but not forever,

slowly,

they connect,

finding each other,

piece by piece,

word by word,

the sentence takes shape,

the world cracks,

the end is near,

forgo your fear,

strip away your lies,

everyone dies,

when the first sentence of man,

is together again.

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