Tag: i am your end

 A sickness within my blood,

infecting everything I am,

tearing my mind to pieces,

while my body slowly dies,

my fate handed to me by chance,

but secretly by design,

I intervened when I should’ve looked away,

but my pride was strong and I jumped to defended the weak,

only to find myself punished for my interference,

I was infected,

I was diseased,

I was sentenced to die. 

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 It started with betrayal,

for she was never more honest in her coming that day,

as a world,

a life,

built between us,

built upon lies told,

by her,

crumbled,

I was powerless,

she had broken all I was,

all I ever could’ve been,

my withering frame left to die with everything else I was,

but,

I did not die,

instead I became,

and my vengeance will be bloody,

a world of lies crumbled from her touch,

reality will burn from mine.

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 Strike my tongue said the beast,

pull it down,

bury it deep,

sinners left,

sinners right,

sinners all,

bathed in hell,

burnt by fire,

its cleansing touch,

brightly removing the tainted flesh,

allowing ascension,

to destroy what you all decided was love.

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I am totally captivated by a YouTuber who posts under the name Skech Art, he’s art work is awesome, the images he creates come together, mind-blowing, and his personality, very down to earth, in short, he inspired the following piece.

Hello YouTube,

it is a constant struggle creating for you,

everyday I must come up with new innovative ways of showing you planets,

waterfalls,

and trees of different color,

you view my videos,

you comment,

you like,

and some of you subscribe,

but none of you fucks,

none of you buy!

Why not?

They’re good,

no?

They’re dazzling to the sensors,

yes?

So why do you not buy?

I try so hard,

I do the work,

I have the followers,

but still,

you don’t buy!

For fuck sake,

my wife has left me,

my mother is threatening to throw me on the street,

and YouTube,

my beloved YouTube,

is threatening to close my account due to the erratic behavior it believes I am having,

bullshit YouTube,

I loved you!

So,

anyway,

remember to subscribe to my channel if you haven’t,

and,

buy a fucking painting!

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 Doomed to fail at this moment,

said the story of a child,

its words resonated within my skull,

my love for my god separated my sin,

splitting down my flesh,

broken butterfly,

did she know what you did?

Did she notice you there?

Why did you call them by name?

Questions without answers,

 lost to the touch of a child,

forgive them,

for they are not guilty of their sins. 

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Slowly,

towards her side,

towards the woman she swallows,

visions of darkness,

within your mind,

monster is what you are,

monster is what you do,

so many crevices inside,

so many holes,

made by time,

so many things people have shoved into a different world,

be better,

be more,

be able to see that I am the end,

and you are tomorrow’s memories of nothing.

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 Cowards,

all of you,

yeah,

that’s right,

let those words sink in,

deep,

below your skin,

let then wrap their way around the rotting,

calcified thing you call a soul,

oh how it pleases me to see you squirm,

followed by the river of red I shed,

from your withered,

pathetic throat.

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 Countless times,

I attempt to count,

moments lost in minutes,

seconds,

and days,

a touch,

a kiss,

a fleeting glance,

memories that were once burned to my synapses,

but like all things,

they were born to die away with time,

so now I sit here as everything falls,

reading words on paper written in pen,

my memories I’d write down hoping in some way to stay the rot,

to keep them alive in my brain,

but now as I read the words over and over again,

I ask the question that I’m told I always ask,

are they really mine? 

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 It breathes life into lies,

it animates the dead,

weaving within,

twisting the truth,

covering your eyes,

with its withered hands,

do you hear it whisper?

Do you feel it’s coldness on the back of your neck?

It’s real,

it’s coming for you,

or,

is this just another lie,

wanting to be the truth?

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 Before the end began,

there was only I,

everything,

was mine,

as far as my eyes could see,

as vast as my imagination allowed,

but then they came,

vicious little things,

they wanted what was mine,

ravishing the lands,

taking,

insects devouring a rich,

ripe peach,

I fought them,

I killed thousands,

but still more came,

until all I could do was run,

and wait,

for them to eventually turn upon themselves.

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 Come,

let your fear fade away,

for there is nothing to fear now,

not when you are in my arms,

that’s it my child snuggle close,

and know within yourself,

that you are finally home,

let deaths sweet embrace,

my embrace,

carry you into the darkness of forever.

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 Blood and ash is all that’s left of me,

my wickedness planted the seeds for my undoing,

I’d laugh at the irony if I was able,

see my children,

all I ever wanted was to be the king,

and it mattered little who stood in my way,

but as I quickly found out,

so did every other slack-jawed motherfucker this side of the realm,

my blindness,

my belief,

I thought I was the dirtiest of them all,

when in the end,

I was just another pretender,

sitting on someone else’s throne.

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 Customizable existences,

we create what you desire,

we twist reality to your dreams,

you don’t need to live in lies anymore,

because we can make them the truth,

let YOU be all YOU want,

be who you think you’re supposed to be,

don’t reach for your wallet,

don’t count your pennies,

what we offer,

only blood speaks the words we wish to hear,

kill,

massacre,

open your eyes,

the more bodies you send down here,

the grander your dreams become,

don’t wait,

call Hell now,

we’re waiting FOR YOU!

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 Bitter pills,

swallow them down,

sit back,

let them sink in,

eat away at your insides,

do you feel it?

Do you feel euphoria take over?

Dragging you down,

into my world,

my domain,

where your sins,

your every mistake,

are tools for your destruction,

say it,

like all the rest,

say you lead a good life,

and I will show you,

that you’re wrong,

through your own eyes,

will you repent,

but by then,

I’ll be the only one who can hear you,

and my child of sin,

I don’t care,

for here,

in my realm,

there is no mercy.

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 Shit,

fucking falling apart,

pieces mean nothing,

all over the place,

what the hell,

is this for real?

One thing after another,

ripping apart,

digging deep,

dirt,

a hole,

gasping for breath,

swallowing,

suffocating,

dragging beneath,

going,

under. 

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You know me,

you know who I am,

don’t pretend,

don’t lie to yourself,

don’t lie to me,

it won’t end well for you,

haha,

not that’s it going to end well anyway,

you should’ve listened  to the others,

you should’ve taken heed,

for you lose to the devil,

you lose for keeps.

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 Sandwiched into my skin,

no air touches my lungs,

I scream,

or at least I try,

only silence escapes,

only desperation is my friend,

as the lights fade,

as my world sucks into the void before me,

I shed a tear,

for the life I lead,

was not mine,

a prisoner,

inside my own mind,

trapped until these bitter moments,

when my greatest sin came back for vengeance,

when she came back,

to have her revenge.

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 Sledgehammer bursting through,

bones giving in,

collapsing underneath its force,

shattering against its face,

two strikes and they are mush,

what once was beautiful,

is now unrecognizable,

you showed my shame,

now I show yours,

from the inside out. 

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Paid in kind,

separation,

assassination of the senses,

retention,

dragging back,

the darkness’ grip is too strong,

its call too powerful,

the allure of its touch,

the coldness,

the burn,

forever,

mine,

I am,

forever,

until the end,

if that ever comes.

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