Category: Whispered Words

Thick,

sticky,

salty,

I taste it on my tongue,

I feel it drying  on my face,

your empty eyes look at me,

your rage still shining through,

a rage you forced at me,

I had no choice,

I had no decisions,

your life I had to take out of fear,

to survive,

as you tried to kill me,

like all the rest,

you coaxed down here,

down here inside your sin,

but I was triumphant,

I stopped your reign,

I ended your life,

but,

was it all in vein,

I see them moving,

in the shadows,

their eyes glowing,

watching me,

I grip the blade,

I clench my teeth,

come on motherfuckers,

it’s time,

fresh meat!

 

Dominating every thing,

taking what it wants,

what it needs,

fuck that,

what it desires,

there is no need,

for it feeds,

not for survival,

but for fun,

for enjoyment,

sitting at the top of the hill,

overseeing all,

the food chain,

is in it’s thrall,

so cower little human,

fear the beast’s call,

for when it come calling,

you know,

you will fall before it,

for you are nothing at all.

Pale,

white,

like snow,

eyes,

blank,

empty,

your blood,

dried,

your life,

gone,

my hands,

ache,

your throat,

bruised,

how did this come to be?

how did it end this way?

my perfect one,

my winters tale,

my love,

my life,

my everything,

was it rage?

or was it sin?

was it something more than you or I?

did you really need to die?

or was everything,

just,

a lie…

 

Words are like weapons,

they rip and they tear,

destroying pieces of ourselves,

pieces that don’t repair,

the damage you do,

is damage that’s done,

now you ask to be forgiven,

and I tell you it won’t come,

you plead and you beg,

you cry and you scream,

and then you start hitting,

you start being mean,

and once again you show me,

the reason why you wont be forgiven.

Something,

somewhere,

made it,

brought it to life,

gave it a soul,

allowed it to flourish,

allowed it to grow,

and the more it grew,

the more demented it became,

it lost it’s way,

it forgot what it was,

as it feed on the weak,

as it killed the innocent,

and butchered the rest,

when the stories were told,

the strong grew weak,

for they knew it was only time,

before my wretched shadow,

my horrible twin,

would swallow them whole,

would take them all in.

I’m looking,

I’m searching,

salivating at the thought,

of what I’ll do,

once I’ve got you,

I’ll break you,

I’ll rip you,

I’ll beat you,

I’ll kill you,

I’ll fuck you,

I’ll screw you,

I’ll smother your face,

I’ll smother your moans,

then I’ll drain you,

and cook you,

I’ll bathe in your blood,

while I’ll chew on your bones,

so run if you wish,

it won’t change a thing,

because I’m coming for you,

and you,

won’t escape.

Oh the joy I had,

as I danced,

as I drank,

as I ripped your flesh from your bones,

it was more like a dream,

for you drove me to the edge,

you haunted me,

you possessed me,

and in the end I had to set myself free,

by carving my name in your broken skull,

and then I sucked your marrow free,

from your broken bones,

I sliced your skin off,

and made it into clothes,

you made me your tool,

you used me like a fool,

but now you fill my stomach,

and soon you’ll pass through me,

and I’ll be free of you,

for this is how I exorcise you from me.

Over and over and over again,

punishment for my sin,

for I was the one that gave it a way in,

I opened the door,

then it shed my blood,

and then I saw,

I saw what it was,

I understood it’s game,

destruction of everything,

everything in flames,

it wanted it’s maker,

it wanted a god,

so I tried to fight back,

I tried to lock it back in,

but it twisted and turned all that I did,

and made relive it over and over again,

so now I sit here,

repenting all my sins.