Look at me,
standing not free,
but broken and owned,
I once had a life,
I am now someone’s whore,
living a lie,
wanting more,
but begging for something,
look at me,
standing free,
a broken toy,
empty and alone,
acidic reflux,
systematic regurgitation,
hate,
of a name,
contemplate the mirror,
take me with you,
as you change me into a puppet,
a broken toy,
look at me…
Simplicity reconnecting the needle point of serendipity,
a wave of popular moments,
a movie star smile with a porn star swing,
levitating the bed strings,
cumming in your hair,
the stupors killer,
the wicked warrior lost in vain,
a tomorrow untamed,
seen through the eyes of bastard children,
who only wants to be free,
the unwanted,
the unclean,
a movie star smile,
within a porn stars dream…
Wicked razors scar flesh,
the red runs deep,
the blade sees inside,
cutting through the mask,
leaving me nowhere to hide,
a window cut from the wall,
a doorway locked and hidden away,
you see the mirror,
I see the tree,
a seed no longer growing,
a disease running free,
captivate my heart strings,
cultivate my soul,
deathly shackles decaying,
as does the flesh that binds my soul…
You start with perfection,
then you play your games,
perfection wasn’t perfect,
perfection wasn’t the perfect you wanted it to be,
a lie,
a deception,
a rewiring,
a facade,
you twist and pervert me,
now I see someone I don’t know,
I see a reflection of a fool,
I see a reflection of a fool that is now me…
Find the feather of a distant voice,
the call of a weapon,
the crest of a ghost,
fear personified,
stories are told,
the coming of a messiah,
the falling of a soul,
scream as you call my name,
closed eyes as you search for me,
I’m not hiding,
I’m not scared,
I’m standing on the hilltop,
waiting for a tomorrow,
waiting for a war,
waiting for you to be there…
Blanket slavery,
rewind and forget,
mankind the pet of another more powerful fool,
toys left to rot,
figments of our own imaginations,
pale eyes staring into a nothingness beyond,
a tear drop falls in a sea of blood,
but the tear means nothing but a misbegotten hope,
lost in the endless beams of a forever never to be…
Corpse decaying in the sun that always shines,
marked across the face of man,
a sin regrettable than that which I saw,
my eyes faded with a blue that meant nothing to you,
a knife fashioned from the bones of a dead world,
a tomorrow without you,
the dead eyes of the world,
a pain that does not go,
my grave dug by my own hands,
a world that needs to go away,
a sin,
not for me…
Flow strong,
my wicked friend,
see words,
meanings you can no longer comprehend,
sparkles splinter,
dig in and descend,
darkness lights,
downwards around the bend,
fossil foils,
a message does it send,
hate unaided,
no bridges to mend,
soiled symbolism,
or so we pretend,
avid attention,
this isn’t poetry this is the end…..
A sacrifice worthy over times wicked hands,
a call heeded needlessly,
my sin a plight on my own soiled stains,
so she said,
and then the beginning ended,
weathered was I,
circumstances aplenty,
the demon’s right hand,
blue men and women,
prisoned me inside a cell of iron,
cast within the mould that I was not part of,
a supple creature,
a pleasuring end,
my teeth around my wrists,
a flash of red,
and so begins the end…
We preserved the sentence,
losing our mind,
while severing our innocence,
a goodbye like no other,
blood buckets,
synthetic solutions,
a moment of weakness,
an appreciation of the miracle,
you wanted to,
while they didn’t care,
I silenced my voice,
while you cut my flesh,
we called the wisdom,
it was a dying stem cell,
a decaying regurgitated substance,
that used to be mine…
We fall under the collapsing weight of an insignificant pressure coming from that which is around you,
you cast me down while you built yourself upon a throne made of my teeth,
you called it a pittance owed,
for the rapture passed through which was,
but in reality it was a femoral artery,
sliced to near perfection,
a muse with broken skin,
a face swollen and sore,
you placed me in your circle,
just to make me endure a penance that wasn’t mine...
Mercy be the devil,
its sin given wings,
a tragedy wrapped upon itself,
you gave a fuck,
you saw what mattered,
it wasn’t the foil,
it wasn’t right now,
you chose to play with yourself,
while surfing the internet,
can’t you see the irony,
of a plastic smile drawn on lips of silicone….
Used to the same problem,
taken from another perspective,
blood pressure is going through the roof,
mirror images dancing in the sun,
face to face messages,
a snake hiding beneath the sin,
you asked me to understand,
forsaken to believe,
you hate me for being,
while I see without opening my eyes,
you embraced the ending,
while singing along,
everything was simple before I didn’t care….
Casualty of an unfought war,
sinner man,
devil child,
we are losing our way,
fighting against a war that is not what we’ve made it,
for the enemy is something less than what we make it,
we find our true enemy hiding in plain sight,
another victim,
another man,
we focus the hate,
on the ones trying to save our soul,
while ignoring the beast that hides underneath our flesh…
We see nothing,
thrown from the skin,
deviated from the flesh,
a moment,
within blood we are,
burrowing,
hiding,
foregone and familiar,
trust is less,
for there is no need,
why do we see,
when there is no need,
for the tree of life,
is forever,
while we are a speck,
forgotten,
nothing…
Youthful arrogance lost in the toothless smile of old age,
push back,
the world wasn’t ready,
your time is now,
don’t bow down and die,
sit up and kiss the sky,
the whole world is tripping,
you’ve come into your time,
simple mathematics,
scientific supplies,
a religious experience,
as you masturbate to her thighs…
Jump through the hoops of madness,
let the rush fall forward,
the moment given to the readiness of another,
skilful fucking temptress,
wicked fucking style,
raise the eyes of conformity,
stylise the stars,
glorify the moon,
fucking in the basement,
cumming across your eyes,
let’s see tomorrow,
with five fingers in the pies!
Silence is golden,
so is your tongue,
ruined a better part of me,
broken open like a rotten egg,
you sucked me of my surface,
left me dried to the floor,
whispering words of torture,
wishing dreams of demons,
my eyes slowly closing,
my heart desperately breaking,
longing for a connection,
a moment,
a feeling,
a something of anything,
whatever it was again…
Label me with your sin,
for I gave you enough meat to bury me with,
yet you let me in,
like the grim reaper with his scythe,
know me,
for you said so,
now see,
what i bring to tomorrow,
hold your ankles,
as life takes you from behind,
taken by his angels,
lives once intertwined,
are now distant,
like the sound of your voice….
Scenarios played,
words said,
music soothing the fire of volition,
call me,
see the sky,
rainmakers coming to die,
wishful thinking,
killing time,
harbour the betrayer in your insides,
float up,
let go,
I am here to make your dreams die,
lift me up,
see them die,
watch the heavens,
for god cry,
earthly pittance,
for a forever in the sky!