Tag: schizophrenia

The silence once mattered, When the silence was silent, That was until it began, Until it came, The thing that birthed its way into this world through my imagination, A thing that was always there, Hiding inside all I was, A monster, A creature spawned from my darkest dreams, A vulture picking at the flesh …

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Stars begin to burn the closer it comes being the only one left inside this broken shell, My habitual self loathing designed itself into something almost real, A smile wider than the rays of the dawning sun, It’s eyes like pools of oil and as vast as a billion galaxies or more, It’s immeasurable size …

Continue reading "It Was Only As I Drove The Nails Into My Palms Did I Realise How Impossible My Task Was – Wrapped In Words"

Regurgitate who I am with compared to who I have become, A shadow of them ahead was never meant to be, Silhouette in the foreground, Masks over our faces, We fondled keys in the bowl hoping to capture each other’s, A secretive affair hidden within our own lies, Simplistic but complicated, If a mirror was …

Continue reading "Was It The Coward Within That Finally Malformed My Darkness – Wrapped In Words"

See through my lies, Know me for the face that truly hides, For skin deep is only an expression, Used to ridicule ones self, A twisted montage of nothingness, A barrier held up by invisible hands, Blinding all to purity, Fathom the bizarre, Persecute the fickle, My lies are nothing compared to your malcontent, So …

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With a hand on the heart as it beats it last I rescinded my words through the movements I have made in life, Taking back that what I had given and opened my eyes anew to the world before me, It may have been a wicked temptress that drove me to this place, But it …

Continue reading "Do Not Let The Swelling Be Filled With Puss – Wrapped In Words"

Suffer within the seclusion, Dispose of the obsession, Bury it deep, Underneath lies, Hypnotic regurgitation, Spew forth the fables of false promises, Reminded the hypocrites of their past judgments, For within their words utter past tense, Hides the shovel of today, Into the flesh like dirt, Time and time again with vigorous angst, Core the …

Continue reading "That Which Inspires Madness, Also Gave Them Purpose To Consume – Wrapped In Words"

A grand design within a fickle plan, While blood flows beneath me that’s not mine, During a moment in time that was not mine to choose, For you pushed the beast that hides inside of me, The twisted mess of my own creation, So cry where ever you’ve ended up, Mourn whoever you could’ve been, …

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Clawing at my eyes with finger nails that have already collected fleas that is not mine, Attempting to rid myself of that which has betrayed my sense of self, Beckoning that which has twisted my already disconnected mind into a tighter ball, A feel the knife cut into my feet as I balance on this …

Continue reading "I Never Said All My Words Were A Story, You Just Assumed That – Wrapped In Words"

I’m woken, I’m awake, I see all things for what they truly are, Lies that I once thought were true, Now present themselves in a new light, I’m a new way, Erasing parts of myself, Erasing things I thought were mine, This place, Their faces, My happiness, Replacing it all with a bitter fact, A …

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Madness carves it’s crooked name across my life, Touching everything I’ve ever been, Everyone I never could be, The lies I wished were me, Sadness calls in the darkness while I sleep, Promising me a place to curl up and be complete, It promises me everything, It promises me safety beneath my skin, Faltering and …

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