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Okay, I had to post this, because it creeped me the fuck out earlier and I’ve been on edge since. I was drawing with my daughter this afternoon, while my wife went to the supermarket to get ready for an epic afternoon, and I looked up from my scribbles to see what she was drawing and,…
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Originally I planned to write a big piece about how, after a solid year, after three hundred and sixty-five days, I’d managed to not only post a new story each and every day, but, at times posted multiple stories, creating more than I originally intended to post, it was going to be a massive self…
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He came to me again last night, the man from the white room, I don’t know if I was sleeping or not, whatever was going on, whatever was happening, it didn’t matter anymore. he smiled, smirked even, then told me more stories, more lies of a life I’ve never lived. He assured me what he told…
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The final day, of this you know, but what lurks beyond? a prince? a prize? well, now that would be telling, and I don’t want to ruin my fun.
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The walls are falling the time is near, you’re in for some madness in my kingdom of fear, two days to go and my games will begin, so hold on tightly and pray for your sin!
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I’m not sure, if this is a dream or reality, not anymore, but either way, whatever the case turns out to be, I need to share this, I need to write, no, not need, compelled, willed to, like, if I don’t write these words, then, there will be nothing, I, will be nothing. Maybe I…
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My mind is coming undone, as is my world. My shadow friend, the one who’s been visiting me so often, is now like a mirror of myself, his face scarred, his body, bruised, broken, old, and his eyes, empty, the spark of darkness gone. He tells me it’s his fault, their fault, they are trying…
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Hello my children, I say my, because you all, are my children in some way, shape or form. As we move forward, you will see me more and more, for I will be the voice of all those who do not have one, I will be the master, of this domain. You will learn to…
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I had a moment, not too long ago, it could’ve been hours, or minutes, days even for all I know, but it was a realization, as the truth dawned on me, and then, moments later, disappeared into the void as though it was a clouds passing by, and the image I saw in it, the…
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Yet again he mocks from where he hides, come out, see me, I’ll show you my scars and, I’ll show you the beast, in all its glory, and then it will feast upon your sin! What Gareth? Are you afraid of this withered beast?
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I finally, after days, almost a week in fact, found the salvation of sleep. But, it did not come to me gently, honestly I regret it ever happening now. When I closed my eyes, and drifted off into that unknown bliss, I was taken on a journey, one that had no purpose, only to pry…
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I had another visitor last night, someone new, it was 3am when I heard the banging on the door, I could see the flashing lights through the gap beneath the door frame. I was instantly charged, my whole body a mess of misfiring electrical impulses. As I gripped the door handle, a shot of pain ripped…
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He mocks me the bastard, trying to twist my pain, making light of my darkness, my falling. It arrived in my inbox this morning, the email address, fake, non-existent. Gareth, why? Why do you do this? What did I ever do to you?
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In my delusional state early this morning I heard it, at first, I thought it was in my head, just another voice added to the whispers that already inhabit my sleep deprived brain. But then I saw her, silhouetted against the couch, she wasn’t really there, I knew that straight away, but, it still didn’t seem…
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Sleep still did not come to me again, I wished for it, I begged it to come, but, it did not. It’s been 3 nights now, 3 long nights, 4 long days without sleep, my mind is beginning to betray me, I think, I’m not alone here. strange things are happening, stranger than before, if it can…
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So tired, things are confusing enough, but now I can’t sleep, every time I close my eyes I see them, covered in blood, screaming, as I cut them, then, god… I need these images out of my head, I need, release. This fucking blog is the cause of it all, before I heard of this…
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Time to break character, with nine days remaining for the 365 challenge to be completed many things have transpired over the last few weeks, namely the biggest one, Marty Towns, one of the main characters from my ‘The Roundhead’ story has, if you haven’t realised by now, somehow come to life and taken over the blog,…
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As we move forward in this new age, this new headspace, I took the time to look back over some of the great writers who were part of Fear In Fear’s original run and realize, I cannot do this on my own. So I’m calling out to you, writers, artists, creators, if you have something dark,…
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Fear In Fear Magazine is reborn, my past is being used against me, twisted and turned into something it’s not by someone I once called friend. Gareth, your demented journey will soon be at an end, by bringing Matthew into this world, by filling his shoes with flesh and bone you have only angered the…
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Why? Its the only real question I have left to ask. Gareth, why have you done this to me? Why have you tried to twist everything I am into this pale, unrecognizable face? What did I do to you that made you so bitter? We were friends, comrades in arms, why did you create this…