Said,

unsaid,

thoughts forgotten,

deeds done,

undone,

time and time again,

count them,

thirty-one days that seals your fate,

washing,

scrubbing,

bleeding,

tearing,

ripping at all I am,

bravely going forward,

back,

until it starts again,

looking,

searching,

finding,

building,

shaping it to fail,

plotting,

planning,

acting out,

someone’s blood will spill,

they’ll never catch me,

you’ll never know,

I’ll be your bestest friend,

until the night,

when the mood is right,

I’ll slice you open,

and then,

you’ll see your end.