Scratching at my insides, wanting out, my leper, my messiah, my scars inside, thrashing about like a demented child, killing animals and playing with fire, my disgusting insides like an overused vagina, scratching at my insides, wanting out, my leper, my messiah, my scars inside, blood washes over me from above where I can’t see, dominion within the house of the bloody devil, gestation of the Antichrist, visitation from an angel, pins and forks within, like a demented child playing with fire, my scars, my messiah, my pathetic shadow, my mirror to the inside…