My Positive Gestation Of A Negative Arrangement – Unhinged Poem 2020TOO

swollen is my nature,

sullen is my soul,

apathy taken from a picture,

unconnected tethers,

teaching me,

nightmares true,

I saw a wanting in my mirror,

the wanting who was not me,

growth attached to growth,

opening,

closing,

separating me from me,

who is the mirrored boy,

for he cannot be,

he cannot be me..