….“You close yourself off from all possibilities with that arrogant display of bravado, when you cou…”
“STOP!” he bellows as he slaps the table with an open hand. “STOP MAKING THIS SEEM ALL ABOUT ME WHEN IT SHOULD BE ABOUT YOU, AND YOUR, YOUR CHANGES!” he spits as he gestures towards Dion flippantly.
“Why am I the one who has changed, why can’t it be you, why can’t you have changed, and I be the one stuck on the other side of this respective laxative?”
“Because if it was me, I’d FUCKING know, alright? You’re the one who rode their house to the other side of the FUCKING rainbow, you’re the one who found all those you met there were just reimagined versions of everyone on this side, as if they were taken from your FUCKING memories. I NEVER left! I NEVER could leave! YOU! YOU LEFT, THEN CAME BACK LOOKING LIKE THE DEVIL HAD POSSESSED YOU, NOT I! YOU!” he spews forth with vigorous intent, slapping the table repeatedly as he does….
Tag: 2022
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My Sinister Synapse – Unhinged Poem 2020TOO
a broken valve in the back of my throat,
opened me up to the devil’s revolt,
a sinner in a sun-drenched land,
with a frozen throat full of phlegm,
no cough to squeeze it dry,
but oh it was dry,
raisin bread to film head,
a tangerine coloured mandarins,
songs laughed and said,
as they waited and waned,
ready to attack the candy of its sack,
so sexy yet dangerous flaming dandy holes of winds,
I gave my name to it,
I sang its words weathered and worn,
long lasting death wishes,
sober,
yet born…
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Wash Away The Septum – Unhinged Poem 2020TOO
a red dye given flow,
saturation of a fluid motion,
we are something more than light,
when the darkness ebbs away,
escape it must,
through the holes in my flesh,
run wild along the floor before me,
a sea,
as such,
another river of something more,
wickedness prevails,
systematic separation of the walls given,
Jericho!
I call his name,
but he comes not,
for the fellows from whence he came,
has made their home mine…
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Ask And Rewind My Words – Unhinged Poem 2020TOO
protect what I have spoken in the wind of time and naught,
rampant is the darkness that sought the end of all,
I gave word to wisdom when it needed it least,
yet I was yearned in the tree of life for my bosom,
freely I gave to it without remorse,
sacrifice the desires not lived but not liked,
proscribing a renewable nothing,
taking the side effect of none,
laxed in the sobriety of a self no longer known,
I am syphoned through the progressive arm of a system unknown,
be me seen,
be me lost,
I am the forbearing fruit,
see me die…
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Raven Duties Unfolded – Unhinged Poem 2020TOO
silver linings not shown to me,
I was blind and festered away in a hole of nothingness,
declining in my self-separation,
outliving my own narrative,
I seldom see what the eyes of myself grant me,
talented in the art of not giving a fuck until the last moment,
I wanted nothing less than a spiritual uprising,
weathered within the spillage of time,
pointing a finger not mine,
I spoke words not of laughter,
but of hate,
I performed deeds of desperation,
when all I needed to do,
was wait…
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My Positive Gestation Of A Negative Arrangement – Unhinged Poem 2020TOO
swollen is my nature,
sullen is my soul,
apathy taken from a picture,
unconnected tethers,
teaching me,
nightmares true,
I saw a wanting in my mirror,
the wanting who was not me,
growth attached to growth,
opening,
closing,
separating me from me,
who is the mirrored boy,
for he cannot be,
he cannot be me..
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Winter Not Warmer – Unhinged Poem 2020TOO
a wind,
swept aside,
mistaken for something else,
petty and revolting,
my name is nothing,
my mind is not the same,
wisdom taken,
a warmer climate not given,
my eyes are tired,
a soul asleep,
I was taken,
yet left,
a sea within the wilderness,
a window broken is no use to me…
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Savage Tongues – Unhinged Poem 2020TOO
incubation of fear,
the transmission fluid lost,
a coldness bitter,
family no longer matters,
you enemy is my enemy,
we work against one another,
madness hidden,
sadness ridden,
eyes wet with tears,
we join,
yet we can’t,
the mission status changes,
survival is not about the fittest,
survival is about the smart…
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Was I – Unhinged Poem 2020TOO
I tried to train my name in vain,
to give it sweet success,
but the defiance of myself,
sort a road never spent,
I rode the wicked train,
I saw the scarlet eyes,
seething words or saltiness,
I ended up blind,
lost forever waiting,
for a sky so dark and dim,
I never heard them coming to take me back,
a haggard hole I fell through,
a twisted knife I did mount,
its severance in service lost me,
I bleed across the ground…
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An Inconvenient Passage Ahead – Unhinged Poem 2020TOO
we shield the eyes of children,
from the dire deeds of today,
whimsical protests,
horror filled tales of dread and despair,
flaunting our words with colours so dark,
fulfilling our dreams through fake tales we tell,
segregating ourselves from each other,
beneath masks we’ve always worn,
a crescendo of capitalism,
partners words lost without care,
open the door,
see the stares of democracy at work,
allow the truth to set you free,
then return to the well and continue on,
for there is no other,
there is no beyond…
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When Was It Time – Unhinged Poem 2020TOO
Woven together with catgut and twine,
the necessities of living,
the presence of the divine,
I forget to regret,
I tearfully decline,
a tomorrow without out me,
for now,
is not my time,
I playfully listen,
I sorrowfully sigh,
fractured fairy tales,
a decision not my,
sleep and suffer,
sin and repeat,
daisy chains covered in blood,
gravestones broken,
a government in turmoil,
lies from above…